I let you go

I ready to let you go.
Even it's so painful to me.

I loved you,kasi mahal na mahal ka ng taong ngbigay sayo sa akin.
Pero wala akong choice,to let you go or I let my self vanish.
...
Someday I will replace more than you,but nobody can replace you in my heart.
Good bye forever... :(

Portal

WOMAN PORTAL OF CREATION"

As I watch TV.

Taken from:
..."Bloom Woman's Art Exhibit at Conspiracy"

Dili ma gayod matungkad

Gi anod anod sa huyuhoy sa hangin sa kawanangan.


Ang kinaibuturan sa akoang diwa,dili ma tungkad sa ka lalom.


Mura og balon,malunod ka kong imong pugson og salom.


Og ako imong gi kataw-an.
Ang karma dili magsaba.


Ikaw nahulog sa dalan na matunok.
Ang dugo na ning,agos ning hugas sa sala na imong gibuhat.


Ipadala na lang sa imabaw ang akoang mensahe.
Ikaw ako gihapong ginapasalamatan sa imong walay pulos na buhat.

Kay ikaw ngbilin og mensahe,miski ikaw tao na dautan.
aron ang mga taong nabilin mahimong matarong.

Makinig sa mga Omen.

Kung may gusto kang gawin,or mga plano na maraming palagid,at mga pangyayaring di ma explain.
Makinig at wag nang ipagpaituloy.
May dahilan kong bakit ayaw ipahintulot yon.
GOD saving you,sa malaking kapahamakan na mangyayari.

Base in my experience sa Car accident,at sa Scammer.

May mga bagay na di kayang i explain ng ating mga isipan.
Pero matututong maniwala sa di nakikita,at di maipaliwag na mga bagay.
Sometimes what we call failures,are really BLESSINGS in disguise.

At huwag isisi sa ibang tao ang mga failures.
Be responsible  with your own actions.
Ikaw lang ang di nakinig noong time na binabalaan ka na ng kalikasan,panahon,at mga pangyayari na di maipaliwag.

Watch this video.
You may learn something from this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b1GKGWJbE8

Your mind is powerful.

Melancholy

Melancholy is depression, sadness or a feeling of gloom and doom. It's also a state of mind making some people feel as though they are incapable of enjoying the pleasures life has to offer.

The clouds and the trigger

Walking into the mist of cloudy day,
the light that can't see,

Attempted to jump,into the nowhere again.
Afraid to leave my love ones behind.
...
Need you to ignite the trigger you put in my head.
To rest peacefully forever in lights of clouds.
-Angie Maestrado

I LEARNED TOO..... :-)

I learned to forgive because I also have shortcomings & imperpections.

I learned to forgive because life is too short to be bitter & angry.

Lastly, I learned to forgive because it is the only way for me to move forward. :-)

THANK YOU ALMIGHTY FATHER!

I already learn my lesson.

THANK YOU SO MUCH ALMIGHTY FATHER!

For making me realize that.

You given me more BLESSINGS everyday.

All I have to do,is keep my TWO eyes wide open and AWAKE.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

KHODAYA SHOKRET!

Peaceful Warrior's Way-Peaceful heart,Warrior Spirit

By: Dan Millman

The purpose: Evolution     
 We don't just seek happiness; we seek meaning,connection,and purpose.We aren't here just to succeed or fail,or to win or lose,we are here to learn,to evolve,and finally, to awaken.

The Arena: Daily Life
Earth is a Divine school; Daily life is our classroom. The challenges we face in relationship, family, health, work, and finances are the spiritual weights we lift in order to strengthen our Spirit.

The Time: Now
 The past and future are nice places to visit,but we are don't want to live there. Now is the moment of silence, the moment of truth, of reality, of sanity. Past and future are illusion - memory and imagination.

The Method: Action
I don't want ask you feel courageous or confident or loving or peaceful or happy; just behave that way; you don't have to wait for the right thoughts or feelings. Just do it!

It begin on the ground:
Strong roots help a tree to bear fruit; the same is true of a human being. Magical thinking is popular; always has been. But  Reality rules. Observe and listen to nature's whisper and all will be well.

It starts where you are:
You are a peaceful warrior in training. No special status or abilities are needed. Where you are right now is the perfect place to be. Life , which brought you to where you are, is your initiation. The way is open.

It works at every level:
This way is founded upon spiritual ( or universal) laws. They apply to every facet of life - body, minds, emotions; health relationsip, career - flesh and spirit. Head in the clouds, feet on the ground.

Qoutes # 1

The heart feels what the eyes cannot see 

and what the mind will never understand.

The Ant and the Contact Lens: A true story

I got this email from our Branch Manager. I do love the lesson about it.

I'm inspired about the story and I'm reflecting about it...

So I'm sharing this to you.... :) 

 

Brenda was almost halfway to the top of the tremendous granite cliff. She was standing on a ledge where she was taking a breather during this, her first rock climb. As she rested there, the safety rope snapped against her eye and knocked out hercontact lens. 'Great', she thought. 'Here I am on a rock ledge, hundreds of feet from the bottom and hundreds of feet to the top of this cliff, and now my sight is blurry.'
She looked and looked, hoping that somehow it had landed on the ledge. But it just wasn't there.

She felt the panic rising in her, so she began praying. She prayed for calm, and she prayed that she may find her contact lens.

When she got to the top, a friend examined her eye and her clothing for the lens, but it was not to be found. Although she was calm now that she was at the top, she was saddened because she could not clearly see across the range of mountains. She thought of the bible verse 'The eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth.'

She thought, 'Lord, You can see all these mountains. You know every stone and leaf, and You know exactly where my contact lens is. Please help me.'

Later, when they had hiked down the trail to the bottom of the cliff they met another party of climbers just starting up the face of the cliff. One of them shouted out, 'Hey, you guys! Anybody lose a contact lens?'

Well, that would be startling enough, but you know why the climber saw it? An ant was moving slowly across a twig on the face of the rock, carrying it!

 

The story doesn't end there. Brenda's father is a cartoonist. When she told him the incredible story of the ant, the prayer, and the contact lens, he drew a cartoon of an ant lugging that contact lens with the caption, 'Lord, I don't know why You want me to carry this thing. I can't eat it, and it's awfully heavy. But if this is what You want me to do, I'll carry it for You.'

I think it would do all of us some good to say, 'God, I don't know why You want me to carry this load. I can see no good in it and it's awfully heavy. But, if You want me to carry it, I will.'

God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

Yes, I do love GOD. He is my source of existence and my Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day Without Him, I am nothing, but with Him... I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. (Phil. 4:13)

If you love GOD and are not ashamed of all the marvelous things He has done for you, send this to as many people you know.

Have you realize how amazing it was? The mountain is so BIG and WIDE.
How came they saw the small ants....GOD's POWER REALLY work mysteriously....

" I hope after you read this post you will reflect into your life that everything has it's own purpose.

Just believe and TRUST Our ALMIGHTY Father."

Memory Line.....

Back into memory line...

Sa paghahalungkat ko sa mga lumang gamit ko.

Dami kong na discover ulit sa sarili ko.

Mga bagay-bagay na mahalaga sa akin...

Na ang tagal ko ng hinanap...

At akala ko nawala na....

Nakatago pa pala....

At ang mga bagay na dapat ng itapon nakatago pa rin pala.....

My 2nd flute....I have 3 of this....Oppsss almost 4....

I got a gift from Alexis at my birthday last Oct. 3.

My 1st Tag Number in Milo Marathon..Wayback 1997

SUPRESS EMOTION!!!!

I HATE RULES! I HATE RULES! I HAVE RULES! You DON"T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DICTATE WHAT WILL I GONNA DO! YOUR NOT REALLY HELPING ME! YOU CANCELING MY OWN TRUE POTENTIAL! THE TRUE LEADER KNOWS HOW TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE'S OWN PERSPECTIVE (INDIVIDUALITY)... DON'T PRE-JUDGE ME! YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT! EVEN YOUR OWN SELF YOU CAN'T DISCIPLINE! DISCIPLINE  YOUR SELF 1ST! DON'T INSIST TO ME WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO! YOUR ONLY MY FRIEND BUT,IT'S NOT NECESSARILY I FOLLOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO! YOUR NOT REALLY HELPING ME AT ALL!!!!! DON'T SAY YOU MISS ME BECAUSE...YOU ONLY MISS WHAT YOU CAN GET FROM ME!!!! YOU ARE SUCH A USER!!!! KAYA WALA KANG MGA KAIBIGAN NA NAGTATAGAL! MASYADO KANG MAYABANG NA WALA NAMANG PINAGYAYABANG!!!! DI KA NGA NAKAPAGTAPOS ANG YABANGG MO! HOW MUCH MORE IF NAKATAPOS KA PA! EWAN KO NA LANG! PAGDATING SA AKIN DON'T MESS-UP WITH ME!!! KAHIT GAANO AKO KAPASINSYOSA NAPUPUNO DIN AKO! I HAVE NO OBLIGATION WITH YOU TO TAKE CARE OF!!!! DON'T OVER USE MY GENERIOSITY AND KINDNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY HEART ALREADY SPOKEN!!!! IT'S REALLY TO MUCH TO BEAR!!!!!

ALMIGHTY FATHER IKAW NA PO ANG BAHALA SA KANYA NA MAGBAGO SYA PAGDATING SA AKIN!!!!

*****YOU ARE MY ALL IN ONE******



This Drawing of mine is almost 13 years of Age....

******YOU ARE MY ALL IN ONE******

Before you became My lover.

Your my friend...

My adviser...

My brother...

My big criticizer...

My inspiration...

My silent watcher...

My hero in shining armor...

Time tested our friendship...

We been through a lot...

We shared pain,hatred,silence,echoes of life, etc...

We shared unbelievable things...

Beyond words can't describe...

And other people can't understand...

But only the two of us can do...

We been into silence...

Mute silent mouth...

Just being in the moment of companionship...

That make us turn into bestfriends...

We understand more each other...

And then...

We shared more tears...

We shared more problems...

We shared more empty stomach...

That makes our friendship more stronger...

Then time pass by...

We develop more feelings to each other...

Our Friendship go deeper...

Our love go stronger...

We become LOVERS...

Now it's another journey of our lives...

But still the feeling of friendship remains...

We been through a lot...

But still hoping that we should love each other forever...

I love you My Friend...

My Best Friend...

My Boyfriend...

My Lover...

And I know you LOVE me so much too...

Thank you for the Friendship...

Thank you for the care...

Thank you for the companionship...

Thank you for the comfort...

And most especially Thank you for the LOVE.

You are my all in ONE.

And the only ONE.

Love you Maw.

My on the spot composition.
September 29,2009
Around 2:00pm

Reality of Life Hurts!

REALITY of LIFE HURTS!

It's painful if somebody accusing you something you didn't do.

But it's more painful if that person is One of the people you LOVED most....

The beginning of the Journey of my simple collections of notes from My Old friends....(Part 1)

Matagal ko nang gustong gawin to,kaso bago lang talaga kami ngkaroon ng matinong scanner dito sa bahay.

Noong di pa nauso ang facebook at di pa nauso ang blogging.

Sa notebook pa lang nakasulat ang mga inspiring,and kind words ng magkakaibigan.

Masarap balikan yon....

Ito ang simula....

Ako mismo...HAHAHA.... :)

The Cover 

Mga tanong...

Paano...

Saan...

Kailan....

Bakit...

Mga tanong kung minsan ang sagot di mahagilap....

Life's Journey: No change for the P500 bill~

Life's Journey: No change for the P500 bill~: "

I'm Thankful to GOD and I'm PROUD of Myself...
that I can inspired other people in different ways...
Just read this short story...
A very funny but memorable experience of mine...
that will touch your heart and inspired you...
No matter situations you have, there is a reason behind it...

The beginning of two different individuals but yet shared something in common in life...

That something in common is...
just to show whats in our heart in stored....^_^
Happy Reading...

Just click the link Here....

Reflection

Ang hirap pala....Ang hirap pala if napapagod ka na.

Napapagod ka nang gumising sa araw-araw.

Pakiramdam mo wala nang meaning ang buhay mo.

Bawat araw ay lagi na lang pasakit sayo.

Laging dinadasal sa Maykapal na tapusin na ang paghihihrap mo.

Na ang may gawa ay ikaw rin.

Nakakapagod.....

Pero may magsasabi na wala kang karapatang mapagod.

Wala kang karapatang mglekramo.

Wala kang karapatang sumuko.

Dahil marami pang nangangailangan sayo.

Marami ka pang dapat tapusin na mga gawain.

Di pa tapos ang purpose ng iyong buhay sa mundong ito.

Andito lang ako sa iyong tabi.

Kung nasasaktan ka...mas nasasaktan ako dahil Anak kita.

Pinakakamamahal kong Anak.

Kailan man di kita iniwan...

Ikaw lang ang nakakalimot tumawag sa akin....

HOLY

*GOD*

I LOVE YOU FOREVER...

My bestfriend..

My Lover My friend...

My Hero...My Savior...

Comforter...

This words is not only in words...But in the reality his my Bestfriend,my lover,my hero,my savior...For so many times a fall his always there for me to give me comfort...

He understand me always...
All my weaknesses...
My strength...

His always there for me...
All this years...
The only problem is...
I don't give him that much value...
DAMN of Me...

His the reason why I'm fighting back again to life...
I want to LIVE again....

I LOVE YOU FOREVER....
Farzin...