Wednesday, June 24, 2009

AN OPEN LETTER (POWER OF THE UNIVERSE!)

I'm asking the POWER From the UNIVERSE!
MOTHER NATURE!!!
To POUR upon my Being,to EMPOWER My MIND,My SOUL,and BODY...
So that My PLANS will fall into right places...
So that I'm a BLESSING to others...

With the GUIDANCE of OUR ALMIGHTY GOD!!!
AMEN!!! ^_^

=ANGIE=

My 4rth,5th Entry....



My 4rt Entry....


5th Entry...


Simplicity make you feel the best...
Blogging plus cup of Lingzi coffee ayos na ang buhay....
Yan ang ginawa ko sa apat na sulok ng kwarto ko....^_^
I'm a prisoner in My Own World.... ^_^


THANK YOU SO MUCH for this piece of Art...
Courtesy of My Friend Jundie...
THANK YOU VERY FOR THE GIFT of "FRIENDSHIP"
GOD BLESS US ALL!!! ^_^





Sister Rosilie's blogs:

Rosilie: My Blog
A Closet of Limitless for Limitless Adventure, Limitless Possibilities
Teacher Techie Says

Sister Tammy's blogs:

Forgetful Princess
Anything Under the Sun






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Anne Bianca of My Little Home | Maxi of Ovah' Coffe | Twerlyn of Happy Family
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Horoscope of the Day

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)[?]

Libra

The Bottom Line

Don't give up on your current project. A bit of determination will see it through.

In Detail

Guess what? Your soul needs nourishment just as much (and sometimes more) than your body does. So get out there and do something enriching -- something that puts you back in touch with your vital, essential nature and reminds you of what you care about. That may mean a walk in the woods or some time with your family. Why not both? Whatever it is that feeds your psyche, you need to do it now. Get started.



Hahaha...Bago ko nabasa to..nagawa ko na...ng meditate ako ulit...tpos ng exercise...

tpos sa labas ng kwarto na ako ng cocomputer...sa labas ng bahay..sa garden...

Ang sarapa pala talagang mabuhay sa MUNDONG ito...

Pagmahal mo ang sarili mo,at ang mga taong nakapaligid sayo...

I LOVE YOU WORLD!!!



=Angie=


hAHAHA

Kaibigang Nag aantay...

Ina antay ko ang comment ni Kuya Eli at Kuya Payatot!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

EVENT


Just leave me a message if your interested to watch....THANK YOU!

Monday, June 22, 2009

MIX EMOTION!

PUTANG INA!
PUTANG INA!
PUTANG INA!
(di letterally nanay ko yan ha).


Alam mo ba yong pakiramdam ng you trying to condition yourself to get that right feeling to do a master piece????
Then someone make you mad..all the sudden??
You trying to be calm...
You said that politely...
"Please don't desturb me,I'm doing something..
Then still bugging you around????

Yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon...
Sabi ko sa kapatid ko sa kabila ka dumaan kasi may ginagawa ako..
Ayaw kong magpadisturbo...
PUTANG INA!
PUTANG INA!
PUTANG INA!

Ang tigas ng ulo!
Ang kitid ang utak!
Ayaw makining!
KATOK NG KATOK NG KATOK NG KATOK NG KATOK!
Kinuha pa ang susi at binuksan ang pinto!

PUTANG INA TALAGA!!!

Alam nyo?
Wala akong pakialam kung maintindihan nyo ako o hindi
kasi mahirap makaranas ng depression.
kahit sarili mo di mo na maintindihan.

Dapat magalit ka...di mo maipalabas na galit ka...
Nasasaktan ka?
Dapat iiyak mo kasi nasasaktan ka...
At bigla ka na lang iiyak ng di mo alam ang dahilan..
At bigla kang tatawa,dahil may na alala ka...

Naging tanga ka naman sa ibang tao...

Ang buhay talaga napaka mesteryoso...
Di mo maintindihan...
Pero isa lang ang natutunan ko...

Ang BUHAY ay di problema na kailangan mong i solve...
Ang buhay ay isang BUHAY na kailangan mong mgpakabuhay...
Sa ano mang circumstances...

Ang galing ko sa words of wisdom...
Pero still trying hard pa rin maki ride on sa takbo ng BUHAY ko...


"Lesson I've learn...My own perspective..."

Cherish every emotion that you felt..
That's what makes you being HUMAN. ^_^

=ANGIE=

My Emotion

Because of to much focus with my own problem at particular.
I didn't realize that I'm really BLESS....
I don't appreciate the things that I already had...
And that is the most foolish things I've ever done in my LIFE...
(I knew that I already write about this,but i want to express my emotion again,I'm in the mood). ^_^


THEY ARE NOT DESERVING TO HAVE ME!!!











Starting NOW!

Before My world is POEM and ARTS.
My life is boring and empty when I'm trying to forget my PASSION.
Even if I'm not that good in my neighborhood...
As long as I express my self to it...
I feel something special...
I different kind of sense of FREEDOM....

When I make a piece of art...
I pour my HEART OUT....TOTALLY...

Because of many circumstances in my LIFE...
Because of the people that don't really even care what would be my FEELINGS....
If I will be hurt or not...or so WHAT!!!
FUCKING SHIT!!!!
(as I've said I will not hold back any emotion anymore I will pour my heart out).

Starting now!!!
I will not HOLD ON any SUPPRESS EMOTION!!!
Starting NOW!


Saturday, June 20, 2009

The story behind My Entry

As some people knew that I suffer from great depression.
It's very hard to get the right feeling...
I read books,listen to music,talk to people to make the right master piece that I want to make.
What happen to me is very brain storming,before I make this piece of art of mine...
The story behind my entry in slogan contest....

I slept at the terrace of the house...Last night...June 19,2009.
Ganon pala talaga ang mga BORN artist....
Kung gaano kagulo ang isip ganon din kagulo ang paligid....
Tama ang kaibigan kong si Dan...Being a Moody bring out the best artist in you...
May hinahap ang puso mo na tamang limpla...
Sasakit ang ulo if di makuha ang tamang emotion...
Magugulo na kong ano ang dapat magulo....

Kasing gulo ng isip ko ang buhay ko...
Di ko alam kung should I let go,or should I hold on???
My own HAPPINESS are at stake...


(My 1st drawing,around 11:55 Am)

1st Entry



(2nd drawing 9:34PM.)

2nd Entry



(3rd drawing 10:48PM)


3rd Entry

I never thought I can draw again...Now I realize how depress I was...
I never do the things that makes me happy...
My passion in arts,drawing,poems,reading are gone...
Now I realize how boring my life when I suppress my emotions...
I can't really express my self lately...
But because of strangers that I met along the way...
But they turn out as MY PRECIOUS FRIENDS...
I slowly but surely recovering my self...

As a have a heart problem now...The Doctor says...
I have a heart problem because of thinking to much...
The body release a lot of nutrients and the heart is the stressful in the process...


I know that I'm not totally recovered yet ,because I can't use the right color yet...
Psychologist knew about that...
In my drawing no bold colors yet...
Only mechanical pencil,charcoal pencil,glue with silver glitters,and only red crayons I use.
Even if I have the source of colors if I want...




"A picture paint can express a thousand words..."
That only gifted people can interpret...

(My own perspective) ^_^



The crayons are mine,but the color pencils,oil pastel,water color set are belong to my sister...

It really help the deadline time..Wahehe!!!
Masyado akong na pressured...Nakagawa tuloy ako ng drawing...
Masyado akong nag alala di ako makapasa...
At baka paluin ako ni Tetser Tammy.... Wahehe!!!
Hahay Salamat at extended pa pala...
Grabe ang pagsisikap ko makagawa ako...

HOPING POSITIVELY I WILL BE TOTALLY BE RECOVERED...and RESTORED...
So that I will be BLESSINGS to other people too...
I have stories to tell soon...That I'm really an Angel and Savior to others...
Hoping that I will get the right feeling to do that...
Because as I've said I'm very passionate what I do....

Miga here's my entry....Very different from the others...^_^

If ever di man ako manalo sa contest na ito..Winner na rin ako...Kasi ilang years na ako di gumawa ng piece of arts ko...Ganon ako ka depress...Walang emotion...
Sa ibang tao,di nila maintindihan yon kasi di nila naranasan ang naranasan ko...
pero okey lang yon....
Basta sa akin ipapalabas ko na ang nararamdaman ko...
If galit ako,malungkot ako,happy ako...
I would not hold back any emotion anymore...
LOVE IS TO SHORT! I JUST POUR IT OUT WHAT INSTORE INSIDE MY HEART...


Acknowledgment to my Sister Jade...
Thank you for the cellphone that I use as camera...
Because my camera was my tupak like me..Sira!!! TOINK!!!!

=Angie=





Contest Mechanics:

1. The contest shall officially run from May 20 to June 20, 2009. All entries shall be accepted within this time period.

2. An entrant must have a blog and may submit more than one entry.

3. An entry must be a UNIQUE slogan about blog or blogging and may be enhanced through any decent and unique graphics.

4. An entry must be supported by any length of text to explain the context behind this entry.

5. An entry must also contain the links of the sponsors and the blog contest hosts.

6. An official entry must be submitted by leaving a comment on the THIS blog contest post.

7. All entries shall be evaluated by a panel of judges anonymous to the contestants according to the following criteria:

a. Concept Relevance 25%

b. Creativity 25%

c. Overall Impact 25%


d. Uniqueness 25%

8. The prizes shall be designated as FIRST PRIZE, SECOND PRIZE AND THIRD PRIZE. The fourth ranked entry shall also receive consolation prizes.

9. The winning entries shall be used as blog shirt prints. Any sale made from these prints will entitle the winning entrant a 10% commission according to the Philippine Peso and US Dollar equivalents. This commission shall be paid through Paypal account of the winning entrant.

10. The verdict of the judges will remain final and irrevocable. The blog hosts shall NOT form part of the panel of judges.

11. The announcement of winners shall be on July 18, 2009. My 30th Birthday!




The two Sisters that make this contest possible...and meaningful...^_^


Sister Rosilie's blogs:

Rosilie: My Blog
A Closet of Limitless for Limitless Adventure, Limitless Possibilities
Teacher Techie Says

Sister Tammy's blogs:

Forgetful Princess
Anything Under the Sun


The Generous Sponsors that support this Wonderful Contest:



The Sponsors' Links:
Anne Bianca of My Little Home | Maxi of Ovah' Coffe | Twerlyn of Happy Family
Lainy of Lainy's Musings | Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics | Maxi of Health and Beyond | Lainy of Kuerdas | Jade of Momma Wannabe | Rose of Designs and Scrap LO | Mary Anne of Mary Anne's Musing |Twerlyn of Stay in Love | Lainy of Our Journey to Forever |Lainy of The Certified Fashionable Chic |Mys of Thoughts and Obsessions | Mys of Just Keep Trying |Budiawan Hutasoit of Small Note | Shimumsy/Alf of My Careless Whispers |Bill of My Piece of Paradise | Mommy Elvz of I Luv Give Aways |Mommy Elvz of Straight from the Heart | Mommy Elvz of Musings of a Pinay Working Mom | Mommy Elvz of Mighty in Spirit | Sherry of Joyful Teary Zone |Sherry of Catch Up Giveaway |Shelo of Mi Mundo Del Amor |Jade of The Pinay Blogger | http://kawaiihost.net| Dianne Karol of Fading Kiss| Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics| Tammy of Forgetful Princess | Dianne of Diannekarol.com| Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics| Twinks of Twinkletoe Writing Space| Rosemarie of All About my Life|Rosemarie of The Journey of My Life|DJTammy of Anything Under the Sun|Chuchie of Where Abouts |Chuchie of Chuchie's Hideaway|Star of A Maiden's Testimony|Nedekcir of Girls are made of Sugar and Spice|Nedekcir of Everything has a Reason |Nedekcir of In My Kitchen|Nedekcir of In the Life of Mine|Twinks of Twinkletoe Writing Space|Divya Sai of Blogger Templates Widgets|Sherry of My Mom's Best|Sherry of Hotels For All|DJTammy of Anything Under The Sun|Rosilie of Rosilie:My Blog|Mys of Keeps Trying Info|Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics|Elai of Elai's Haven|Jena Isle of Random Thoughts|Fe of Femikey Designs|Lee Hsien Loong of Eastcostlife|Kirhat of Seek No More|Kirhat of Nesting Buddy|Rare Jon Rez of My Written xPressions|Elai of Elai's Haven|Sudha of Sudhersana|SunEGrl of Low Carb Weigh of Life |SunEGrl of Made In The USA|SunEGrl of SunEGrl Loves to Shop|QC of The Dream Catcher |Jena Isle of Random Thoughts|Melody of Life Marriage and Kids|Melody of Mama's Sanity|Rosa of Rosa's Love|Rosa of Journey|Rosa of Pinay Mama Blog|Sherry of Wishing Her|Laura of LauraStaley's Shop |Ate Eden of Moments to Remember |Dhemz of My Life's Perception & Inspiration |Donna Mae of Envy Me Salon |Jade of ivfjournies.com|Rosa of Rosa Love's|Chuchie of Three Chies' Trends|Chuchie of Scrap Collection|Chuchie of Chuchie's Hideaway |Cacai of Cacai's Step and Journey |NovaS of History of SuperNova and SweetPair|NovaS of History of SuperNova and SweetPair|NovaS of ANGELS in my Life|NovaS of ANGELS in my Life|Novas of Spices of Life|Angie R of Hot In Singapore|Jade of Chica Chica |Jade of Health and Beauty Diva|Jade of Diva Fabulosa| Twins Happiness|Sherry of Sherry Rambling|Rosilie of A Closet of Limitless Adventure|Sherry of Shopping|Sherry of Heart Random|Sherry of isherrygo|Sherry of lurveverything|Sherry of NameSherry|Sherry of iLUVcontest|Rosilie of Teacher Techie Says|Rosa of Istarblog.com|GeneJosh of Her and History / GeneJosh of Hyzyd's Diary








I JOIN THE SLOGAN CONTEST!

I'm joining the slogan contest...
I know I'm clumsy I submit on the time of deadline.
The same old story...ganon din ako noong high school...Wahehe...
It's hard for me to get the right feeling...
The passion to do the art work of mine...
I'm very passionate person of what I do...
But as you know i suffer from great depression..
It's very hard for me to do a piece of art again...
But what I've learn from my fellow businessman..
Don't be afraid of pressure,coz it can help you to zest the best in you...


Contest Mechanics:

1. The contest shall officially run from May 20 to June 20, 2009. All entries shall be accepted within this time period.

2. An entrant must have a blog and may submit more than one entry.

3. An entry must be a UNIQUE slogan about blog or blogging and may be enhanced through any decent and unique graphics.

4. An entry must be supported by any length of text to explain the context behind this entry.

5. An entry must also contain the links of the sponsors and the blog contest hosts.

6. An official entry must be submitted by leaving a comment on the THIS blog contest post.

7. All entries shall be evaluated by a panel of judges anonymous to the contestants according to the following criteria:

a. Concept Relevance 25%

b. Creativity 25%

c. Overall Impact 25%


d. Uniqueness 25%

8. The prizes shall be designated as FIRST PRIZE, SECOND PRIZE AND THIRD PRIZE. The fourth ranked entry shall also receive consolation prizes.

9. The winning entries shall be used as blog shirt prints. Any sale made from these prints will entitle the winning entrant a 10% commission according to the Philippine Peso and US Dollar equivalents. This commission shall be paid through Paypal account of the winning entrant.

10. The verdict of the judges will remain final and irrevocable. The blog hosts shall NOT form part of the panel of judges.

11. The announcement of winners shall be on July 18, 2009. My 30th Birthday!



Copy the links of the blog contest hosts below:


Sister Rosilie's blogs:

Rosilie: My Blog
A Closet of Limitless for Limitless Adventure, Limitless Possibilities
Teacher Techie Says

Sister Tammy's blogs:

Forgetful Princess
Anything Under the Sun






The Sponsors' Links:
Anne Bianca of My Little Home | Maxi of Ovah' Coffe | Twerlyn of Happy Family
Lainy of Lainy's Musings | Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics | Maxi of Health and Beyond | Lainy of Kuerdas | Jade of Momma Wannabe | Rose of Designs and Scrap LO | Mary Anne of Mary Anne's Musing |Twerlyn of Stay in Love | Lainy of Our Journey to Forever |Lainy of The Certified Fashionable Chic |Mys of Thoughts and Obsessions | Mys of Just Keep Trying |Budiawan Hutasoit of Small Note | Shimumsy/Alf of My Careless Whispers |Bill of My Piece of Paradise | Mommy Elvz of I Luv Give Aways |Mommy Elvz of Straight from the Heart | Mommy Elvz of Musings of a Pinay Working Mom | Mommy Elvz of Mighty in Spirit | Sherry of Joyful Teary Zone |Sherry of Catch Up Giveaway |Shelo of Mi Mundo Del Amor |Jade of The Pinay Blogger | http://kawaiihost.net| Dianne Karol of Fading Kiss| Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics| Tammy of Forgetful Princess | Dianne of Diannekarol.com| Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics| Twinks of Twinkletoe Writing Space| Rosemarie of All About my Life|Rosemarie of The Journey of My Life|DJTammy of Anything Under the Sun|Chuchie of Where Abouts |Chuchie of Chuchie's Hideaway|Star of A Maiden's Testimony|Nedekcir of Girls are made of Sugar and Spice|Nedekcir of Everything has a Reason |Nedekcir of In My Kitchen|Nedekcir of In the Life of Mine|Twinks of Twinkletoe Writing Space|Divya Sai of Blogger Templates Widgets|Sherry of My Mom's Best|Sherry of Hotels For All|DJTammy of Anything Under The Sun|Rosilie of Rosilie:My Blog|Mys of Keeps Trying Info|Mr. D of Basic Bloganomics|Elai of Elai's Haven|Jena Isle of Random Thoughts|Fe of Femikey Designs|Lee Hsien Loong of Eastcostlife|Kirhat of Seek No More|Kirhat of Nesting Buddy|Rare Jon Rez of My Written xPressions|Elai of Elai's Haven|Sudha of Sudhersana|SunEGrl of Low Carb Weigh of Life |SunEGrl of Made In The USA|SunEGrl of SunEGrl Loves to Shop|QC of The Dream Catcher |Jena Isle of Random Thoughts|Melody of Life Marriage and Kids|Melody of Mama's Sanity|Rosa of Rosa's Love|Rosa of Journey|Rosa of Pinay Mama Blog|Sherry of Wishing Her|Laura of LauraStaley's Shop |Ate Eden of Moments to Remember |Dhemz of My Life's Perception & Inspiration |Donna Mae of Envy Me Salon |Jade of ivfjournies.com|Rosa of Rosa Love's|Chuchie of Three Chies' Trends|Chuchie of Scrap Collection|Chuchie of Chuchie's Hideaway |Cacai of Cacai's Step and Journey |NovaS of History of SuperNova and SweetPair|NovaS of History of SuperNova and SweetPair|NovaS of ANGELS in my Life|NovaS of ANGELS in my Life|Novas of Spices of Life|Angie R of Hot In Singapore|Jade of Chica Chica |Jade of Health and Beauty Diva|Jade of Diva Fabulosa| Twins Happiness|Sherry of Sherry Rambling|Rosilie of A Closet of Limitless Adventure|Sherry of Shopping|Sherry of Heart Random|Sherry of isherrygo|Sherry of lurveverything|Sherry of NameSherry|Sherry of iLUVcontest|Rosilie of Teacher Techie Says|Rosa of Istarblog.com|GeneJosh of Her and History / GeneJosh of Hyzyd's Diary








REDISCOVERING MYSELF! RESEARCHING MY SOUL

Way back few years from now...
Pinapanood ko tong palabas na to...Paborito ko to...
Ally Mc Bell ( Tama ba ang spelling?) Hmmmm....Bahala na kayo....
Ay Ally Mc Beal pala...TOINK! Wahehehe.... ^_^

Sa channel 9 noon dito sa amin sa Davao pinapanood ko to.
Nakakatuwa talaga ang mga experience ni Ally Mc Bell.... ^_^ este Mc Beal...BOINK!!!!
Share ko sa inyo,at baka mgkasabay tayog nanood nito noon...
Post ko to ngayon kasi,nakakarelate ako sa kanta...Ito ako sa stange na ito ng buhay ko...



SEARCHING MY SOUL

Vonda Shepard








Katulad nitong Drawing galing kay Kuya Eli....Di ko pa maintindihan...
Katulad din sa sarili ko di ko maintindihan...Noon walang emotion..
Ngayon sa isang araw
iba-iba ang emotion ko...
Gusto ko ng pagbabago,pero di ko alam san ako magsimula...
Cguro sa sarili ko muna...
Researching My Soul..
kasi di ko na kilala ang sarili ko noong mga nagdaang mga taon,buwan,oras,at minuto....
Kung kailangan saka na ako lumalaban,malaki na palang kasiraan ang nagawa ko sa sarili ko...
At ang masyadong apektado ang puso ko,kung saan dito ako kumukuha ng lakas,at pagmamahal.
Simpling bagay sakin ang hirap gawin...Ang dami kong gawain di ko masimulan simulan.
Kung masimulan ko man di ko alam paano tapusin...

Pero gusto ko nang magbago....
Balik sa dating ako...
Mapagmahal...
Matulungin...
Masiyahin...
Maalaga...

Angie iwanan mo na ang di magandang nakaraan mo...
Pabayaan ang mga walang kuwentang tao...

Magsimula ulit....Sa bagong umaga...^_^


=Angie=

Friday, June 19, 2009

Maraming Salamat sa lahat! Dahil sa inyo lumalaban ako...May ngmamahal pala sa akin...

Sa lahat ng ng comment maraming Salamat....
Hoping na tuloy tuloy na itong pag laban ko.....
Maraming Salamat sa mga taong nandyan para sa akin sa mga oras ng kailangan ko ng kausap...
Kay Kuya Eli,Kuya Payatot,kay Dan,specially kay Miga Tammy....

Ganon pala yon...
Pag pakiramdam mo malapit ka nang kunin,or kamuntikan ka nang mawala sa mundong ito.
Magbago ka pala talaga...Sasabihin mo ang gusto mong sasabihin,gagawin mo ang gusto mong gagawin...

Kala ko kaya kung mabuhay mag isa..Di pala....Kailangan ko ang mga kaibigan ko na nagmamahal sa akin......

LIFE IS TO SHORT PALA TALAGA....
WALA NA KONG PAKIALAM SA MGA TAO SA PALIGID KO KUNG ANO ANG SASABIHIN NILA,KASI DI NILA ALAM ANG NARARAMDAMAN,at NARARANASAN KO....


Kung nakagawa man ako ng pagkakamali may rason yon...

I respect everyone openion...But you must respect mine too...
You don't need to convince me to believe in your own perspective...

Lahat tayo walang karapatang maghusga sa kapwa natin,
if di natin alam ang dahilan ng ginawa niyang pagkakamali....

Ang lahat ay may dahilan...
What if tayo nasa lugar nila..Ano din kaya ang gagawin natin?
Kailangan maging OPEN MINDED tayo sa kapwa natin....


Noong ginawa ko tong video na ito..super depress ako...
Pero ngayon ko lang na realize that I'm really BORN artist...Kasi kahit wala ako sa sarili ko nito.
I make a piece of Art...Ang problem ko,wala akong bilib sa sarili..but other people believe in me...
HOW Phathetic....(Tama ba ang spelling ko?) Wahehehe... ^_^


"Behind of the smile of this only gurl...
Has a loneliness inside of her heart...
Behind of her laugh there is sadness in her eyes that cannot hide...
Wearing a mask that only few can,see whats really inside...
A gifted few that sense the empitiness of the Soul of this only Gurl...


video


My Friends my pillow of strenght....
Di ko pa sila na appreciate dito,kasi I thought di nila ako maintindihan,at di sila makarelate sa akin.
I didn't realize na they are my BLESSINGS....
What if I never met them?
What will happen to me now?

I'm still BLESS.... GOD LOVES ME so MUCH!!!
Di ko lang nakita yon,kasi so much focus ako with my own problem....

My own perspective...

"LESSON TO BE LEARN IN LIFE"
Don't be so much focus of the negative things that already happen...
Because you will never saw the things that you already had...
That you are really BLESS in so many ways...

The LOVE you've searching for is already in front of you...
The people ROUND YOU...The burning FLAME inside of YOU...
All you have to do is EMPOWER yourself....

Taken by my own experience...

=Angie=

Thursday, June 18, 2009

PAALAM sa ngayon....

Maraming salamat sa lahat lahat ng mga maging kaibigan ko dito sa blogworld...
Thank you...each and every one kasi BLESSINGS kayo sa akin....
Maraming Salamat kay Kuya Eli,at Kuya Payatot...

Di na maganda ang kalusugan ko..Ang laki na nag damage....
iwan ko kong mak recover pa ba ako...
May sakit na ako sas puso....
basta sana malampasan ko ito...para makatulong sa iba....


Until next time....^_^

Friday, June 5, 2009

Check-up

I'm going to the Doctor today...
Hope that my condition is not that bad...

Have a great day to everyone.... ^_^

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

So Sorry....THAT EXPLAINE EVERYTHING

To all the people in the blog world...
Don't think that I don't value your comments.
Specially to Kuya Payatot,Tam,Kuya Eli,Maxi,Dan.
I don't comment back sometimes,because there is no emotion that I can express...
I want to write not from my mind but straight from my HEART.
The thing is as you know...(To people knows).
I suffer from great depression..
No emotion that I can express my GRATITUDE to your comments.
So I prefer not to comment back....
I don't want to selfish to my self and unfair to you ALL...
If I don't feel it...I don't comment back....I want to be really sincere of what I said....
As I felt it and meant it....

Even my English grammar is not so good...Wahehe...
I don't really cared...
As long as I express my Emotion,and it's coming from my heart...
that's explained Everything...

I will tell you the TRUTH what really happen to me....
Two times I almost going to DIE within the month of MAY...
Dated May 14-15 and May 30, 2009....
Because of my HEALTH problem...
I need to rest...A full rest...I was so very stress out..Thinking the unwanted things....
Stress out,facing the computer too....Over exposures....
My depression trigger by the radiation of the computer...
I almost have a heart attack......
I have a hard time breathing...

Hope you understand if sometimes I have no post...
That explain everything...
My HEALTH concerns...
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FULL RECOVERY....
So that I'm a BLESSING to other people too... ^_^

As I feel that I'm not psychically okey...Parang malapit na ako....
Parang I don't care what other people says...
As long as I can express my emotion and feelings...
Coz I believe some people can found healing from my wounds...

HAVE A GREAT DAY TO ALL!!!

payatot, lahat dito chubby: buwisit na smart bro

payatot, lahat dito chubby: buwisit na smart bro

Simula ng pagkakaibigan namin ni Kuya Payatot.
Sa mga araw na depress ako...Umusbong ang pagkakaibigan namin.
Akala ko ako lang ang nangangailanga ng kausap,pati din pala sya.
Ang problema lang kay Kuya Payatot ay kulang sa pasinsya.
Madaling sumuko,walang tigaya sa mga bagay bagay.
Yon ang nakikita ko sa kanya ha.
Bahala na siya kung magalit man siya,basta ngsasabi ako ng totoo sa kanya.Hehe...

Kuya pakiusap naman wag mo kaming iwan....
Kuya wag mong isipin na binabaliwala kita.
Minsan talaga di tayo nagkakaabot mag-usap...
Minsan naman mag abot tayo ang dali mong magtampo.
Umaalis kaagad...Kuya kailangan mo ng Meditation katulad ko...Hehe

Kuya ang laki ng value ng blog mo...
Kung alam mo lang PR-3 ka na pala..
Di ko din alam ang halaga niyan noon..
Kung di din sanabi sakin ng kaibigan kong si Miga (Tammy).
(Bisayan language calling to a girlfriend).
Kaya pala sinasabi sa akin ng mga Idonisian bloggers na COOL daw ang blog ko.
Kasi PR-1 daw...Sa kanila ng drop to zero daw...
Ngayon ko pa malaman ang halaga nito na ng drop zero na ako..Wahehe
Pero okey lang..Di matawaran ang mga naging kaibigan ko dito at ang laking pag babago ko
dahil sa pag bloblog ko...Di ako ng sisi na sinubukan kong mag blog....
Basta maipalabas ko lang ang emotion ko...OKEY na ako non...
(ah wala pala masyadong emotion non).
Lyrics ng song lang,at mga copy paste na mga pictures,that express my emotion at that moment...

Hala ayan na naman ako...
Di ko mabigilan ang emotion kung ipalabas kung ano nasa puso ko
basta nasa mood ako magdaldal...
Okey na...Para kay Kuya Payatot pala tong post na ito....Hehe...^_^
Kuya pakiusap....PLEASE WAG KANG UMALIS......
Pakiusap ng nakakabatang kapatid,at bilang kaibigan poh..... ^_^

"A true friend is someone that knows the song of your soul, and sings it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

We all have friends. A lot gets talked about friendships.
Everyone wants a true friend, and many of us believe
that we have a friend who can be called a true friend.
What kind of relations do friends share?
When can we call a friend a true friend,
and when can our friends take us as their true friend.
After a romantic relationship, friendships are
the most important relationships we can have.
Though all of us have family and distant family,
most of us rely on friends for advice,
comfort and inspiration. How do we define a
relation that can be called as one of true friendship?

The very first sign of a very good friend, not necessarily
a true friend is that we are not worried about courtesies.
You will call your friend at any hour and talk without
any thought of time in your mind. Similarly,
whenever you need support, you will call a very
good friend and ask him/her to help you out.
They expect
the same from you. Another important trait of such relations is that
we are not much worried about exposing ourselves.
We speak about everything in our mind without worrying about
what our friends will think.
We are sure that they will take our talk in the spirit it was made.
We are unguarded and open with friends in our talk.

A true friend is a little more than a very good friend.
A true friend will support you even if it hurts his/her own interest.
A true friend will understand your motives and needs and will be
with you without any analysis or criticism.
A true friend will come forward to
help without any request and be with us in need without showing it
or expecting anything in return. With a true friend, you can be sure
that you will get help to the extent possible by him/her.
Nothing will remain unturned. A mother is a true friend of her children.

If we share such relations with an adult
we can say that we are true friends.
A true friend makes no excuses of having work or
appointments or anything but will be with you whenever you need him/her.
In your hour of desperation, a true friend will support
you even if the whole world opposes you. A true friend is not an opportunist.
A true friend means to have someone who is like mother, as I said earlier.
Instead of having hundreds of good friends, if you have a true friend,
treat yourself lucky.
If you can also become a true friend of someone, you will be blessed,
because it is much easier for all of us to expect but very difficult to give.
Be a true friend yourself first.

Can I borrow R25.00?


I got this story from my email...
I just want to share this to you...
My tears flow in my cheeks for the little Boy,and for the Father that so very judgmental.
I think that really humans nature?
Very judgmental..What do you THINK???
Can I borrow R25.00?

A man came home from work late,
tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business.
Why do you ask such a thing?'
the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know.

Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make R50.00 an hour..'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied,
with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow R25.00?'

The father was furious,

'If the only reason you asked that is so you
can borrow some money to buy a silly toy
or some other nonsense, then you march yourself
straight to your room and go to bed.

Think about why you are being so selfish.

I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier
about the little boy's questions.
How dare he ask such questions
only to get some money?
After about an hour or so,
the man had calmed down ,
and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed
to buy with that R25.00 and he really
didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of
the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking,
maybe I was too hard on you earlier'

said the man.

'It's been a long day and
I took out my aggravation on you.

Here's the R25.00 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.

'Oh, thank you daddy!' He yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pull ed out
some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money,
started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money,
and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already
have some?' the father grumbled.

Because I didn't have enough,
but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have R50.00 now.
Can I buy an hour of your time?
Please come home early tomorrow.
I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed.
He put his arms around his little son,
and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all
of you working so hard in life.
We should not let time slip through our fingers
without having spent some time
with those who really matter to us,
those close to our hearts.
Do remember to share that R50.00 worth of
your time with someone you love.


If we die tomorrow,
the company that we are working for
could easily replace us in a matter of hours.
But the family & friends we leave behind
will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
Make time for living while you're still breathing.


Can I Borrow R25.00?